E 'began on 8 January with a confession that I waited to long
And it ended on January 17 with violence.
E 'remained suspended in the void for several months then suddenly exploded with a kiss
barely touched, and I was paralyzed after countless atrocities in front of my shame
and I tied her wrists and ankles.
On 25 June, I ran a scream, a silent prayer and a violent, deep, and had heard.
And then ...
Lots of miles, the phones finally forgotten, the music at the volume of my desires,
a sea as never before in my life and the certainty that you can not go back and you should not at times.
Then the stones from a beach tucked in the kidneys, the nights spent trying to sleep where no one - alone - should never, some sofa and a stroke of luck every now and then to pretend to live.
A talk on the beach full of unexpected confessions made to those who did not know it already, my
a toast before dinner surreal
the nostalgia of all the past loves and the fear of losing love inside
in the heart, the strength
reckless to say, after an 'infinite number of "yes", only "no".
A name that will not go away but that is in essence and substance.
A sincere look into the crowd and the sense of discovery that allowed for something and someone
I still exist and are not granted.
A family, my all, to keep away from wrong and choose not to hurt anyone.
A family, and my non-natural, all of which recognize and never say goodbye.
unexpected wonderful friends and friends of a lifetime yellowed with time, out of envy, weakness.
Fear - the real one - I had forgotten.
Anger - the sincere - which finally comes to me and gives voice.
... And the new body, still too firm, but so alive, so present and ready to change.
The weight of between nothing and a whole thought,
alcohol that keeps me alive and
summer that has had my name and my soul,
with pain, pleasure and dignity
The search for a new start, a new way of being in the world, unthinkable a race between me and my thoughts, who does
first ...!
Awareness after millennia of my mistakes and my merits.
The desire to be a single person. intact. whole. The
force to be wrong a thousand times because I believe and I'm ready to lose everything for what I believe.
And the will that makes new religion,
a duty only to myself a new truth, a new dignity and power
just cry sometimes, just laugh, just enjoy.
Too many words said, and need a house that I did not think I ever felt so heavy inside me.
And then, in part, someone who takes me away, but it really does,
"because otherwise I can not ever be with you"
and protection, care, thought, action and land never views, giving the joints in my eyes like no other.
And my all to resolve inconsistencies and understand
and this damned attitude of not drown it makes me float
but never ever understand the deep dive
never take a chance that I is never trust anyone
this ability to escape the dull before I put in the balance ...
it took a year, wonderfully unsafe and portentous as this 2010
to remove the network ....
lurking in every corner of my life and the way around me and the turnaround between words
smiles and hands the scent
this motherfuckin ability to not risk ever really any more to counteract
and Meanwhile, a new year which give a good morning, without melancholy
without fear, now, really
good or bad I know I can sustain
I can ask him to be as I want to say everything is
I await my new words
and I crunch fries
was a year that did not do it!
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